Addiction Story

Something I found online:

c.2008 New York Times News Service

We've heard it before. "Drug abuse is an equal-opportunity destroyer." "Drug addiction is a bipartisan illness." "Addiction does not discriminate; it doesn't care if you are rich or poor, famous or unknown, a man or woman, or even a child."

The phrase "addiction doesn't care" is not meant to remind us that addiction casts a long shadow — everyone knows that. Rather, it is supposed to suggest that any individual, no matter who, is vulnerable to the ravages of drugs and alcohol.

The same rhetoric has been applied to other problems, including child abuse and domestic violence — even suicide. Don't stigmatize the afflicted, it cautions; you could be next. Be kind, don't judge.

The democratization of addiction may be an appealing message, but it does not reflect reality. Teenagers with drug problems are not like those who never develop them. Adults whose problems persist for decades manifest different traits from those who get clean.

So while anyone can theoretically become an addict, it is more likely the fate of some, among them women sexually abused as children; truant and aggressive young men; children of addicts; people with diagnosed depression and bipolar illness; and groups including American Indians and poor people.

Attitudes, values and behaviors play a potent role as well.

Imagine two people trying cocaine, just to see what it is like. Both are 32-year-old men with jobs and families. One snorts a line, loves it and asks for more. The other also loves it but pushes it away, leaves the party and never touches it again. Different values? Different tolerance for risk? Many factors may distinguish the two cocaine-lovers, but only one is at risk for a problem.

Asking for more of a drug is no guarantee of being seduced into routine use. But what if it happens? Jacob Sullum, a senior editor at Reason magazine, has interviewed many users who became aware that they were sliding down the path to addiction.

"It undermined their sense of themselves as individuals in control of their own destinies," Sullum wrote in his 2003 book, "Saying Yes: In Defense of Drug Use." "And so they stopped."

I only read about these people. Patients who come to our methadone clinic are there, obviously, because they're using. The typical patient is someone who has been off heroin for a while (maybe because life was good for a while, maybe because there was no access to drugs, maybe because the boss did urine testing) and then resumed.

But the road to resumption was not unmarked. There were signs and exit ramps all along the way. Instead of heeding them, our patients made small, deliberate choices many times a day — to be with other users, to cop drugs for friends, to allow themselves to become bored — and soon there was no turning back.

Addiction does indeed discriminate. It "selects" for people who are bad at delaying gratification and gauging consequences, who are impulsive, who think they have little to lose, have few competing interests, or are willing to lie to a spouse.

Though the National Institute on Drug Abuse describes addiction as a "chronic and relapsing disease," my patients, seeking help, are actually the exception. Addiction is not an equal-opportunity destroyer even among addicts because, thankfully, most eventually extricate themselves from the worst of it.

Gene Heyman, a lecturer and research psychologist at Harvard Medical School and McLean Hospital, said in an interview that "between 60 and 80 percent of people who meet criteria for addiction in their teens and 20s are no longer heavy, problem users by their 30s." His analysis of large national surveys revealed that those who kept using were almost twice as likely to have a concurrent psychiatric illness.

None of this is to deny that brain physiology plays a meaningful role in becoming and staying addicted, but that is not the whole story.

"The culture of drink endures because it offers so many rewards: confidence for the shy, clarity for the uncertain, solace to the wounded and lonely," wrote Pete Hamill in his memoir "A Drinking Life." Heroin and speed helped the screenwriter Jerry Stahl, author of "Permanent Midnight," attain the "the soothing hiss of oblivion."

If addiction were a random event, there would be no logic to it, no desperate reason to keep going back to the bottle or needle, no reason to avoid treatment.

The idea that addiction doesn't discriminate may be a useful story line for the public — if we are all under threat then we all should urge our politicians to support more research and treatment for addiction. There are good reasons to campaign for those things, but not on the basis of a comforting fiction.

Sally Satel is a psychiatrist and a resident scholar at the American Enterprise Institute

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I'd say that's a rather antiquated stance that hearkens way back to the old "it's a moral failure" days. Ms.Satel hints at biological reasons, and tips her hat to the disease model (which I also feel is archaic but a useful perspective for allowing the average person to at least grasp the scale of the problem), but ultimately points a finger at choice.

Seriously... tons of addicts keep behaving that way even when there's zero reward. I've known alcoholics who were miserable and weak and had alcohol tolerance you wouldn't believe. Their bodies scream for alcohol, even when they can't really cop a buzz anymore.

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My head is significantly improved. I have been offered kind words, prayers, good advice, and many types of medicine for this, and I thank you all. Everyone took my complaints very seriously.

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BB's current therapy: Real Animal by Alejandro Escovedo.

I kept setting aside time to listen to this, to give it my undivided attention. It kept falling through, but I finally got to start it a little while ago.

It's mighty good so far.

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I could write a post about Al. I should do that sometime.

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I spent five or six hours in a coffee shop today, studying for the NCE, which I take Monday. There are 1200 questions in the study guide. I covered 200 of them today.

MOBB quizzed me on them tonight, and in 20 minutes I didn't miss any.

So far so good.

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As THEGIRL grows, she seems to be more fascinating and unique by the day. She's quite a creative little pixie, drawing pictures that are advanced for a kid of 4.5 years.

Lately she's been using the Legos a lot. I was playing guitar the other day, and before I put it down she emerged from her bedroom with a "guitar," complete with frets.

See what I mean?

Tonight she emerged from bed with some sort of intricately crafted Lego machine. The interesting thing, though, is that she'd also made a very accurate drawing of the machine as well. We couldn't get her to clarify what came first, the drawing or the Lego machine. Nevertheless, the attention to detail really caught us scratching our heads at the wellspring of artistry in this child.

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I'd better crash. Good night.